Like they’d listen. I’m in Oklahoma, liberals don’t have a voice here.

Oklahoma 🙃

Yeah, good point

I feel your pain. Went to have a wank last night before bed and went to pornhub and my state government wants to verify age via ID card. So pornhub just said fuck that shit and my ip address is blocked from visiting the lovely site. Am sad

I love drugs. I don’t care who knows it. So what if I wanna do lines of acetaminophen or boof nyquil with a funnel. My body otc’s choice

Potatoes are one of the most delicious and versatile foods on the planet in my opinion. They can be a side dish in so many ways orthe main dish. I go through about 10 lbs per month on my own. I fucking love taters yo

It makes perfect sense. I struggle to put what you are saying into practice however. I know Im strong enough to control it. It’s folks like you that are able to figure out ways of maintaining the attack that give me hope. Thank you for your response, I feel heard and less alone knowing I’m not the only one. I don’t know you but I have love for you and hope you continue to stay on top of your symptoms. Much love, J.

If you ever want someone to talk to then dm me. I’m sure I need it more but whatever lol

Crank the hog

I have waking panic attacks. Meaning i wake from a dead sleep and am instantly in fight or flight. My dr. thinks i have nightmares, I don’t.

It’s absolutely horrible. Imagine sleeping peacefully, you roll over to get more comfortable then BAM, heart pounding, jump out of bed because my legs have to be in motion, somethings wrong, very, very wrong, the walls of life are closing in ,it’s all over, everyone hates me, even my family. You break down in a hysterical rage of tears, cant catch your breath, look at the clock, it’s only midnight, you’ve been asleep for an hour. Try to fall back asleep, pass out with the TV on an hour later because the darkness horrifies you. Rinse and repeat every 2 to 3 hours until it’s time for work. Your coworkers talk shit because you’re always grumpy. Consider ending it all, but then who would be there for my boy? He depends on you, he loves you. Do what you can to make through the day. Every new day is more difficult than the last.

Anyways,

Twas ass anyhow

I so badly want to be medicated again. However I’ll require yet another diagnosis even though I have 3 throughout the years. Problem is, it’s too difficult for me to get all my ducks in a triangle to get the process moving

Anyways I hear meth works pretty much the same plus it’s easier to get so yeah imma check that out