• SpicyColdFartChamber@lemm.ee
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    8 days ago

    God, isn’t that true? The cold black nothing is far scarier than any stress I am living through.

    I saw the video on physics girl’s update and good fucking lord, is ME CFS scary! It scared the depression right out of me (Not really). But I was a lot more scared of becoming more and more tired with every passing day and eventually not even being able to laugh in anticipation of a crash! I feel really really sad for the dude. There’s no cure and he’s been bed ridden for 4 years, unable to do anything other than eat, sleep. The added depression over the grief of loss of life and the shit quality of life is scary.

    I don’t want to invalidate someone else’s pain, so I want to add that everyone’s feelings are valid, regardless of whether they feel scared of the black void or not. Depression can numb the fear of death.