I can’t send you a message so if you’ve blocked me and just don’t wanna hear anything I’m sorry for this comment. I just wanted to say the way I read your first comment was really uncharitable and you didn’t deserve any of the shitty things I responded with, and that you gave good advice and if you have anything else to say I’d love to hear it 🌸
I’m just in such a deep fucking rut and it’s so hard to do anything to get out, i don’t want to be like this, I just want to have a job and not treat my friends and family like shit. It’s so fucking hard when every time I try to smoke less weed I get convinced that the people I love are assholes or don’t care about me. I’d love to hear any advice you have, I’m sorry I assumed the worst of you and treated you like shit
My sleep schedule is absolute shit. I’ve spent the last like 5 years of my life getting high most days and well into the night, and going to bed no earlier than 2 or 3 am, sometimes 6 or 7. I try to fix my sleep schedule sometimes but almost nothing works, and even when it does it doesn’t stick bc I just go back to getting high and staying up way too late. I know it’s stupid and pathetic, I’m literally 26 and I’ve never had a job I don’t have an excuse, and I’m sorry I’ve wasted your time and been such an asshole
And who’s the fucking cunt who upvoted you? It’s prob just one of your alts, I’ll just believe that rather than that this community is just a place for assholes like you to treat struggling people like shit
I can’t send you a message so if you’ve blocked me and just don’t wanna hear anything I’m sorry for this comment. I just wanted to say the way I read your first comment was really uncharitable and you didn’t deserve any of the shitty things I responded with, and that you gave good advice and if you have anything else to say I’d love to hear it 🌸